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Transforming pain into pleasure

I'm a bodhisattva and a culture leader.
I help people achieve dramatic positive change through:

  • shadow integration practices
  • ancient mystery school ritual initiation
  • and applied occult philosophy

Existential Kink

How to Identify Unconscious Taboo Desires - and Make Them Conscious - So They Lose Their Power To Shape Your Life.

A Meditation Method For Dealing With Adversity That's Extremely Weird, Delightful, And Effective.

A Rapid Sexy And Fun Meditation Method For Undoing Negative Situations In Your Life So You Can Get What You Really Want.

A Completely Fresh Take On Exactly How You Manifest And Co-Create Your Reality, One That's Grounded In Pioneering Psychology - This Goes So Far Beyond “The Secret” That Your Head Will Spin.

Into the Mystery

My group of reverently irreverent adepts in the Western Esoteric tradition and I seek to help humanity evolve by spreading alchemical literacy - the ability to transmute pain and darkness into power and joy.

Our quest for wisdom has also led to the creation of several popular online courses and in-person workshops and seminars.

We focus on the life-changing power of shadow integration and its ability to help us realize wholeness.

When we realize our wholeness, we can receive clear
communications from our inner divinity and complete the Great Work.

I also speak on these topics as a podcast guest, at conferences and live
events, and in guest appearances at online coaching seminars. 

You are welcome to come along for the journey. I’m eager to share what
I’ve learned - and continue to learn - about the magick within all of us.

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Sleep Over Mystery School is a program presented by an order of tantric
Hermetic Adepts, led by Dr. Carolyn Lovewell & her husband David Lovewell.
OFFERING A 9-MONTH IN PERSON & ONLINE IMMERSIVE ALCHEMICAL EXISTENTIAL KINK CRUCIBLE.

… PATTERNED AFTER BOTH SLUMBER PARTY MISCHIEF & ANCIENT MYSTERY TRADITION

… VIA THE HIGH MAGICK OF THE HERMETIC ORDER OF THE GOLDEN DAWN AND THELEMA

… DESIGNED TO SHOCK PARTICIPANTS INTO INHABITING THE TRUTH OF THEIR VAST, DIVINE, NATURE VIA INTENSE INITIATORY RITUAL EXPERIENCES

…SO THAT THEY CAN ENJOY FULL REMEMBRANCE AND POWER IN COMMUNITY WITH OTHER AWAKENED AND AWAKENING BEINGS.

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